i have this tendency, to write a post and then make it private/delete it.
does that mean i’m attempting to run away from the truth ? or is it just habitual.
just came to a conclusion today, i can state points(well obviously anyone can), but i just can’t explain it well enough.
really really need someone to comprehend what i’m thinking, cause even i can’t do that.
while, i’m too busy trying to read into others actions.
my thoughts are jumping about, but really, i need to concentrate.
i stuck to my promise that i will not go out as much/hopefully not at all. i’m keeping to it but that doesn’t make my studying more effective.
anyways, i realised i lost touch with a lot of people, though not intentionally. its not cause i forgot, it’s cause of all this stress building up.
why does life have to be so stressful even though its all going to end someday?
take it easy, just for a few days.
though i might not say it / show it, i really need a hug.
